It is hard for the others to understand my situation, people must just think that you don't need to worry about anything, but this is not the case. I love my non-member husband of nearly 20 years. This lack of inclusion within the general society makes them socially awkward, especially around men. I would like to compliment the brave ladies for being the strong spouse and keeping the marriage moving forward. Without going into too much personal detail, I received a very real, strong prompting that I should marry this girl. I can't emphasize this strongly enough.
Then we can at least cuddle and go to bed together. Do whatever it takes to at least learn from your relationship with your Mormon crush. It's gonna hurt, and it's gonna break her heart, but much less so than waiting until you've both committed to each other and start discussing your future together. This is not to say that I need to be the center of attention all the time, but just that I think all the time spent alone makes it more difficult to connect with each other.
While that is the case sometimes, it Is much more of an exception than a rule. But his absence in the spiritual side of my life, and that of my mother, was very hard. When those are not around or when the circumstances or the spirit indicate otherwise then prayer is more than enough. I can no longer spend more than 30 minutes in the sun. But my struggle is with whether or not he is willing to give anything with sacrifice and commitment, and how much of this has to do with me vs.
The church didn't do it to her but it helped create the environment that allowed it to happen. Because Utah mormons are waayyy different than mormons everywhere else. She's willing to talk about anything I find directly on LDS.